Nov 07, 2004 21:28
well, come to find out that last night a friend of mine hanged himself. first kid i met in this town. first kid i got arrested with. i used to hang out at his place all the fuckin time and we spent a year together in highschool when he got transfered. one of the most chill, badass motherfuckers i knew and he was always nice to everyone and just one down ass kid.
fuct up how he had to play the bitch card and do something this spineless. i mean, i guess its a bit of an asshole thing to say, but if someone wants to give me ONE good reason to end your life or one good reason to even THINK about it, lemme know. cause i cant think of one. probably cause there isnt one.
blah, shit just pisses me off sometimes. im not one to get uberemotional about things...guess im a bit detached, but i have a grasp on how life works, and when you go, you go. and when you choose to go, you go. cant really do shit about it. just sucks that i wont see him around anymore.
and i slept thro slayer.