Can't sleep. Can't stay awake.
Brain is rushing around in tight little circles, screaming.
Adrenaline rushes through my veins like liquid nitrogen of the soul.
My hands shiver with the cold and I hardly dare breathe in case I've frozen solid and the motion causes me to crack, fall and shatter into a snowdrift of broken fragments.
So many thngs happening at once.
So many levels on which I am currently not failing.
But there is one that outweighs all the others.
There I don't even know what went wrong.
So I'm going to have to ask, and I fear I might not even get a reply.
Adrenaline rushes through my veins like liquid nitrogen of the soul.
My hands shiver with the cold and I hardly dare breathe in case I've frozen solid and the motion causes me to crack, fall and shatter into a snowdrift of broken fragments.
So many thngs happening at once.
So many levels on which I am currently not failing.
But there is one that outweighs all the others.
There I don't even know what went wrong.
So I'm going to have to ask, and I fear I might not even get a reply.