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Jimmy and I were talking about names for our boys IF we decide to have kids. He really likes Aiden and so do I, but I have this silly fear that people are going to nickname him AIDS. Is that wrong of me? lol
I wrote a little bit last night, it had been a while. It seems I was finally able to get my feelings down flowingly. I've been having a bit of a writers block latley. I found a sharpie and a piece of paper and wrote until I was too tired because I took some Valerian Root caps and I passed out. I don't know what the hell i want to be for halloween this year, and I hope jimmy doesn't have to work so we can go out early. His sister wants to come with us somewhere... nah... I don't think so. It's just that she's really young and she'll hold us back tons.
Something that is bugging me is I haven't called/visited my aunt in a while, it's just that she annoys that crap out of me. Also, they always want me over there but it is so boring now that my cousins are in school. It's almost depressing to be there. My aunt forever wants to use me or Jimmy to help out with the kids, and she is one of the most self centered people of life. I need to stop being so negative though, she's been good to me. I need to stop being a brat and call her even though I dread talking to her on the phone. Another person I need to tlk to more is my friend Andy...I've known him four years and I'm not sure where our relationsdhip went. I consider one of my best friends still but it seems like he's become sucha burnout and I can't even hold a converstation with him anymore. The phone calls are silent and awkard no matter how hard a I try to come up with stuff. He doesn't even have the same sense of humour. Whatever though, i gotta get over that and give him a call to show that I still care, etc, and I don't want him to think he means less to me now or something. No one's perfect and I need to stop avoiding important people in my life. It's time go go do those things now I guess.
I wrote a little bit last night, it had been a while. It seems I was finally able to get my feelings down flowingly. I've been having a bit of a writers block latley. I found a sharpie and a piece of paper and wrote until I was too tired because I took some Valerian Root caps and I passed out. I don't know what the hell i want to be for halloween this year, and I hope jimmy doesn't have to work so we can go out early. His sister wants to come with us somewhere... nah... I don't think so. It's just that she's really young and she'll hold us back tons.
Something that is bugging me is I haven't called/visited my aunt in a while, it's just that she annoys that crap out of me. Also, they always want me over there but it is so boring now that my cousins are in school. It's almost depressing to be there. My aunt forever wants to use me or Jimmy to help out with the kids, and she is one of the most self centered people of life. I need to stop being so negative though, she's been good to me. I need to stop being a brat and call her even though I dread talking to her on the phone. Another person I need to tlk to more is my friend Andy...I've known him four years and I'm not sure where our relationsdhip went. I consider one of my best friends still but it seems like he's become sucha burnout and I can't even hold a converstation with him anymore. The phone calls are silent and awkard no matter how hard a I try to come up with stuff. He doesn't even have the same sense of humour. Whatever though, i gotta get over that and give him a call to show that I still care, etc, and I don't want him to think he means less to me now or something. No one's perfect and I need to stop avoiding important people in my life. It's time go go do those things now I guess.