Forgot to mention
I've been reading two books. One is Total Forgiveness by R.T. Kendall and the other is
Get Out of That Pit by Beth Moore.
I have been learning a lot from these books and I highly recommend them!
I know I need to totally forgive my cousin. I do want to. I do want to pray for blessings for her. I have been.
I think what is still bothering me is that I want her to know I realize I was wrong in how I reacted towards her. But I fear making a mess of things if I say anything more to her.
So I'm just sitting back and praying. Maybe that's all I should and/or can do for now. I've seen how I can make a mess of things when I go off and try to do my own thing.
Anyway- I do highly recommend those two books. I'm sure you can get them from the library. I know our library has them.
Get Out of That Pit by Beth Moore.
I have been learning a lot from these books and I highly recommend them!
I know I need to totally forgive my cousin. I do want to. I do want to pray for blessings for her. I have been.
I think what is still bothering me is that I want her to know I realize I was wrong in how I reacted towards her. But I fear making a mess of things if I say anything more to her.
So I'm just sitting back and praying. Maybe that's all I should and/or can do for now. I've seen how I can make a mess of things when I go off and try to do my own thing.
Anyway- I do highly recommend those two books. I'm sure you can get them from the library. I know our library has them.