Still going on

Sep 29, 2009 02:43

Well it's a long story but I just couldn't leave things alone.
I let her know how I felt and she shot back again.
Now I think I just won't say anything what-so-ever on Facebook. Good, bad, or otherwise.
I've just had all I can take.
I've even considered just deleting my Facebook account altogether. Lately it's caused me nothing
but grief. Well I can't say that's completely true but anyway...
After I made my "public apology" She sent me a note saying she appreciated it and it was a brave thing for me to do, blah, blah, blah. Then she went on to tell me why it was wrong about posted things on there even if I didn't mention a persons name, blah, blah, blah.
I was (and still am) upset over her comments in the e-mail she sent and I let her know it.
I probably shouldn't have but I did. Like I said she shot back.
It's too long to post but anyway...
I've been crying on and off for most of the day or I was. I think I am all cried out for now.
But now I can't seem to sleep.
I've had it though. I don't know what to do now. I know I should pray about it. I think I have but I just keep feeling so ... I guess bitter?
My cousin said I wanted a pat on the back. No- I don't but I sure don't want a punch in the gut either.
I most likely won't be posting anything on Facebook for a while. Maybe only to comment on someone else's post but I don't think I'm going to do much more than that for now.
I think I am going to try to go back to bed now and see if I can sleep.

family(ies), people, 2009, life, emotion(s), september

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