Oh brother (or sister)!

[byrthebb]

Well my sister just called me a while ago. Apparently she wanted to let me know that the whole business with our cousin may still not be over. Whatever. It's a long story but apparently my cousin is still not over our falling out. I did notice she added me back to her friends on Facebook but she has not contacted me or anything. I'm just tired of her "games". My sister thinks she won't be happy until I profusely apologize all over the place to her. Whatever. I may give her an apology and ask her to forgive me but I am not going to go "gung ho" with it. And I am not going to beg her either. I may do something like- "I'm sorry. I was wrong. Please forgive me." Even that sounds like I am begging but that is about as I am willing to go on it.
I know it all sounds very "un-Christian" of me but I am tired of being her "puppet" and letting her keep pulling the strings. I still don't know if I should wait to hear from her or just go ahead and apologize and get it over with. Aaargh! I'm letting her make me crazy! I hate being controlled by others! This whole thing is just so stupid! :( She's such a control freak!