your drug is a heartbreaker. my love is a life taker.
Danielle, Joanna, and Will hung out last night together, and although I was not fortunate enough to witness such a miraculous joining of personalities that have conflicted so heavily in the past, I am happy about it. I respect people that can simply make the decision to drop grudges, that let their negative feelings roll off of them like water and realize that what is important in life is not fights, and enemies, and drama. Personally, I'm not exactly sure what is important yet, but I guess people our age eventually figure it out. I've been getting a little too stoned a little too often recently, and I'm going to stop. It's because I've been over at Talesha's a lot lately and it's ususally just sitting on the coffee table for her to offer like a drink. But I've never smoked this much in such a short amount of time, and I worry about getting caught up in all of that. So, I plan on backing-off. My decision has nothing to do with the fact Danna and Mindy say they don't like me stoned or how much I smoke, which seems mildly hypocritical of Mindy seeing as though she smoked yesterday too. In any case, it's my uninfluenced decision. And don't worry kids, I'd never go straightedge. Last night, Danielle and I drank a bunch of alcohol in her car on my street while she shared some secrets I make it my business to know. Then we ended up at Laura's apartment and smoked some special kind of stuff. I thought the bottle said something about grapefruit, but that point came three bowls later and I didn't really care. We ended up too fucked to drive, so we called my ever-reliable Mindy and she came to the rescue and swept us away to her house, where we ate popcorn, text messaged, and passed out. According to Danna, somewhere in the process of all that, I ruined her night. end quote, basically. I'm still confused about that, and as of this writing I have not yet received any kind of explanation or answer. People I bring to Mindy's house are people who meet Mindy's approval, and it is Mindy's ultimate decision to welcome specific individuals into her home or not. I cannot be held responsible if something they say offends someone else there, and yet last night Danna seemed fairly intent on placing all possible blame on me, although until I am proved differently, I don't think I did anything wrong. Besides, I would never do anything to intentionally ruin Danna's time. The moral of this story, ladies and gentlemen, is to have a logical reason behind all your accusations. Now have a great day. I probablly won't.