Well Hello Livejournal.
It's been quite sometime. I don't have any need for this thing anymore. I guess my thoughts are now too precious to let fly through the innertubes. I'm moving to Portland, OR in less than two weeks. My time in San Diego is over. I haven't been here for months. I have an amazing, beautiful woman waiting for me there. I love her. Like, I LOVE HER. It's weird. Very weird. I've known her for so long. Jen Rowe. It's weird to type that. We are so similar it's kinda scary. We match very well. We've been saying how our future is so vast. Our possibilities are endless. I don't know. We've tried before, and I think we were both scared of where it was going. Like we both knew that if we tried too hard THEN that it would never work. But NOW, Christ. I can't stop thinking about her. Everyday, at all times. I can't think of anything else! THAT'S RIDICULOUS. I mean, it feels like I'm in high school again. I was seriously starting to doubt that I was capable of intense emotional attachment. We're all cute and lovable and sending song lyrics to each other via txt message. Eeew. Am I that guy? Guess so. I mean I used to be. So, yeah, I guess I am. I have no idea why I am posting in this thing. I have so few thoughts right now. I guess I'm just so in limbo that the only thing I can think of is getting out of this city. I'm finding it very hard to care about anything right now. Oh well. Maybe I will start writing in this thing again. Just to get my ideas cooking again. Get "in touch with myself" whatever the fuck that means.