Sep 24, 2004 06:53
okay so i know not a lot of people are writting in their lj but hey. So man i really like this guy,its so weird ive never felt this way. Like it really kills me. i dont wanna sound weird when im writting i just wanna get it out. Hopefully this person reads it and feels the same way.maybe not. I dont know you can only hope. okay so i see this person worship and its so beautiful! it sucks cause i feel like hes so far from reach. Kinda like a fairy tell. Like when im around him i get so tongue tied and for anyone that knows me knows that that is unusual. so man i dont wanna mess up when im talking so i just smile. I hate this feeling and then i love it. okay so anyways i just pray to god that if its his will it will happen. HAHAHAHAHA!! okay so anyways new subject.
well this week has been so great. I love you soph!!! OKay so man ive just been so on fire for god ever since two weeks ago. Im really lovn it. Okay so man my parents have been acting so cool. I was supost to be on punishment this weekend or whenever i pick my weekend but i told my dad sorry and he said its okay go ahead and go out!! Man i really really love it and them so okay im gonna go because i stink and im gonna go take a shower. this is so weird it 7 am and im writting maybe cause im really hyper and funny!!! HAHAHAHA i make my self laugh. if only you were here to see me. hahahahaha this is FOR KOUYA 11111 I KNOW HE HATES THAT. just kidding love you guys that read this.