May 30, 2005 20:29
i feel like i shouldnt write in this anymore because all i ever write about is how stresed out i am. is that bad? i guess not cause like its how i feeling?
anyways another long weekend-relating to my last entry. i went to cali to work stuff out. oh my. there wasnt one day that i wasnt up after seven and home after 12. i was so busy. im seriously hitting the point of physical breakdown. i practically couldnt move today i was so exhausted. i had a 6 oclock flight home. and the whole day i just ozed in and out of conciousness on the couch. i need stuff to be over. and by that i mean anything negative or stressful. stress like runs my life and its awful. like its seriously not even something im aware of anymore, its my state of being. awful.
edie