chill out
I think I'm letting everything stress me out too much these days. I'm always on edge. I think I'm just scared at failing this relationship. I've never been the girl to let a guy effect her mood and I don't want to start now. I care about him a lot and I know we're both new at this so we both have to put some effort into changing certain things about our lifestyles. He's independant and so am I. I told him today that I don't expect him to call me 20 times a day, I would kill him. But my #1 pet peeve is not being told when plans are being canceled. I'm a planner and I like having a schedule so if I'm waiting around I get very aggravated. I told him this is the last time and its not hard to pick up a phone and tell someone you're not making it somewhere. My anxiety has been so bad this past week because of this shit. I'm not letting it get to me anymore!
However, on a good note, I was the highest paid stylist at Supercuts this pay period. I made $8.50/hr and my check was almost $400. That's a lot to me haha. I've been getting full time hours which is awesome too. I just wish they would officially make me ft so I can get some insurance. Its the #1 thing I need! I'm gonna wait a month to see if it stays this way then talk to my manager.
However, on a good note, I was the highest paid stylist at Supercuts this pay period. I made $8.50/hr and my check was almost $400. That's a lot to me haha. I've been getting full time hours which is awesome too. I just wish they would officially make me ft so I can get some insurance. Its the #1 thing I need! I'm gonna wait a month to see if it stays this way then talk to my manager.