It's been a while....
It's been a while. So much for a while. Last time I checked I post a note in this blog was like, two years ago?! Haha.... I prefer to write notes in another platform but maybe it's time to fill in this journal again. For anything. It's like, the more "real people" getting into my social media, I got nervous myself that they will see my other side I never show to certain people.
It's not like I want to lie to them, it's just that sometimes it takes so much to explain that it's better not to tell anything. and for some other people, I show them the other different side of me and I just think it's normal for a person to have many faces in the society. In order to survive, in order to be accepted.
Hmmm... maybe I can use this journal, really as its name. the livejournal^^ the way I can post my notes, as I please.
Okay, for now, I get a cold. It's been a running nose since yesterday and even though I've tried to get as much sleep as I could, it's not yet for me to recover. Then, I'm working on translating a Drama CD and I got into the scene that the heroine got sick after soaking in the rain, and there's a guy visiting her, bringing her fruits and she wanted him to stay beside him. It's too lonely to stay alone during this sickness and I just realize myself that I'm alone. And it's not really that bad. I'm not mocking the CD. Besides, why am I even spending time to work on it if I hate it? It's just that you stand alone when you have to, no matter how much you want to have an accompany, it doesn't always goes that way but you need to stay alive. Hummm...
Yeah, it's been a while either, being on my own^^ well, I'm not really alone, ever since my Japanese comprehension level gets better and I can understand those Drama CDs and grasp the general meaning.... it's not really alone. It's just yet to make it true. That's all^^
It's not like I want to lie to them, it's just that sometimes it takes so much to explain that it's better not to tell anything. and for some other people, I show them the other different side of me and I just think it's normal for a person to have many faces in the society. In order to survive, in order to be accepted.
Hmmm... maybe I can use this journal, really as its name. the livejournal^^ the way I can post my notes, as I please.
Okay, for now, I get a cold. It's been a running nose since yesterday and even though I've tried to get as much sleep as I could, it's not yet for me to recover. Then, I'm working on translating a Drama CD and I got into the scene that the heroine got sick after soaking in the rain, and there's a guy visiting her, bringing her fruits and she wanted him to stay beside him. It's too lonely to stay alone during this sickness and I just realize myself that I'm alone. And it's not really that bad. I'm not mocking the CD. Besides, why am I even spending time to work on it if I hate it? It's just that you stand alone when you have to, no matter how much you want to have an accompany, it doesn't always goes that way but you need to stay alive. Hummm...
Yeah, it's been a while either, being on my own^^ well, I'm not really alone, ever since my Japanese comprehension level gets better and I can understand those Drama CDs and grasp the general meaning.... it's not really alone. It's just yet to make it true. That's all^^