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Tonight my roommate showed me this thing called facebook.com where you can put a profile and link to other people and blah blah blah, but it's for college students. I spent an hour on there searching old friends (and enemies) and seeing what they are up to. Most of them look exactly the same and by the things they wrote about themselves, acted the same. It was one of those tiny reminders of why I never kept in touch after high school. Even one of my dearest friends growing up that I see twice a year, I saw her profile and saw what people wrote about her and it made me sad. It was all the things I would write aout her if I had to. Alot of it is my fault for not keeping in touch. I wrote a message to my other friend on there with whom graduation day we made a pact to stay friends always and I have not talked to her once since then... 2 years ago. I guess going to the school I go to and living the life I live, I don't do the whole college party expiernce thing. But you know what? I would rather sit around with all my friends and play a fun game or watch a movie and sit and laugh. Im scared to be 21. I hate that bar scene type stuff. Im such a comfort person... We are going to Canada on Sunday and I am quite nervous to be of age and legal to drink. Im just not into that. Trust me, I'm freakin crazy and loud, alot of people don't see that though. Sam will tell you, only cutting hair and playing Russian Rummy will keep me quite. I love that beautiful boy so much. I will be his wife someday. Ok, enough of the random chats, Im going to play some yahoo games and listen to The brunettes *