god damnit.
alright ya know what, im not here to be fucked around with. just so you know, everything happened out of concern, and its not my fucking fault that people decided to keep shit from me until finally they told me and made it seem like you were as good as dead and urged me to do something that second. ive told you that how many times now? yeah. and what happened to 'i promise ill come see you'? and inviting sarah because you didnt want a confrontation? what the fuck? im not gunna hold anything back just because someone else is there. thats bullshit that you actually thought i would. the whole fuckin point was to be real with you and have you be a real person and not just be fake like always. theres no reason for this shit. i wanted a fucking confrontation, thats why i called you. confrontation doesnt mean an all-out brawl, it means talking to you very seriously and getting something across. you said you promised we would talk.. except suddenly that just means that you'll pretend that things are peachy to avoid any seriousness. whats the point in talking if its going to be like that? im so fucking glad everyone made this seem much worse than it is, seriously, because at least i know that things werent quite so bad. its a shame that the only reason i found out is because people overexaggerated, because maybe if you would talk to me things wouldnt be like this.. but dont get so fuckin pissed off at me when i didnt do a god damn thing! YOU WANT PEOPLE TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT THINGS BEFORE BLOWING IT UP? THEN FUCKING TALK TO PEOPLE! i cant believe this shit. theres not even words for this. youre actually fucking mad because people cared.. thats so incredibly rediculous. you dont want people interfering in your life and your parties and your business, then dont give us reason to interfere in the first place.