Mistake......

[byllikins]

Have you ever felt like you've made the biggest mistake of your whole life??? Well that's how I feel right now...and I can write all about it because noone will ever read this. Well last week I broke up with Brandi, that there was the biggest mistake I have ever made. Have you ever heard the saying...you never know how much you truly love someone until there gone? Well its true..... God do I wish I had her back... But shes got someone better now, she really does. She's got Deek now and by reading the comments on her MySpace he treats her like the princess she is and thas good. I feel like such an asshole for breaking her heart, I promised her tha I would never leave her...and I did. I told her all I ever wanted was for her to be happy and I'm just going to leave her and Deek alone because she seems to be happy with him...and thats all that matters..is that shes happy. I don't care if I'm happy.....all I care about is her happyness. And yes it seems like shes been rubbing Deek in my face....well she has every right to. I didn't do anything but cause fights the last like 2 or 3 weeks that her and I were together, and I don't even know why. I love that woman I truly do. I wish I had never let her go.......

12 inch cuts up and down my wrists...these scars will never.