curles up in ball
humpf!!!......blah ...any who, stupid firer code and ppl, we lost our prop and costume lofts!!! ****really sad and angry face!!!!****
that made me angry and then all the crap i was getting from ppl for not doing my job, which is nothing, jamie's awesome and has everything down, and there are no sence changes i got nothing to do!!! so bit me....i painted, granted not well but everyone was nice and thanked me in the group soft of way.....except mike cause hes a jerk....anywho, came in 8th period started painting then sat on the board to "help" with hanging the maps...umm then 9th i did the stone work, umm crew i did nothing but goof around, got upset because of news with the aud and a phone call/ calls.....grr i hate it when im upset, i dont like it, i dont like it when i have to hit lockers, i dont grr....i hate that side of me....***grr face***, haha cleaned out the spot light booth with tim and mr. rodgers after i finished realying stuff to ppl up on the cat walks to danielle, mr. Rodgers is koll, he came up with gifts for mr. Hughes.....and mr. Hughes is koll for exsepting them with grace and actully wearing a pair of the sun glasses, i found the archive of programs, im thinking one of these days going up there with someone and looking threw em.........
umm tried to fall asleep after dinner, well after i threw up dinner....(i didnt feel like eating) i was gona go in the choir room , but then tim saw me and then that one failed he went to lay down too, but he couldnt sleep, i just layed there trying to drain myself it didnt work....... i realized, well thought about the fact that i need something / else there with me, i can fall asleep in my bed but i dont restfully sleep until piper and williow are at my side, and i can feel then there breathing and their heartbeat....i dont know maybe its the fact that it lets me know im not alone, or i feel safe
piper has been the only person/ thing that i ever let lay on me, rest their head on my chest so he can hear my heart beat, or on my leg
any who, girl feeling suck in general, feelings suck,,,i had alot more to say but thats for dreams to take care of and my sketchbook to with hole...no wonder why i love that thing
good night kids
that made me angry and then all the crap i was getting from ppl for not doing my job, which is nothing, jamie's awesome and has everything down, and there are no sence changes i got nothing to do!!! so bit me....i painted, granted not well but everyone was nice and thanked me in the group soft of way.....except mike cause hes a jerk....anywho, came in 8th period started painting then sat on the board to "help" with hanging the maps...umm then 9th i did the stone work, umm crew i did nothing but goof around, got upset because of news with the aud and a phone call/ calls.....grr i hate it when im upset, i dont like it, i dont like it when i have to hit lockers, i dont grr....i hate that side of me....***grr face***, haha cleaned out the spot light booth with tim and mr. rodgers after i finished realying stuff to ppl up on the cat walks to danielle, mr. Rodgers is koll, he came up with gifts for mr. Hughes.....and mr. Hughes is koll for exsepting them with grace and actully wearing a pair of the sun glasses, i found the archive of programs, im thinking one of these days going up there with someone and looking threw em.........
umm tried to fall asleep after dinner, well after i threw up dinner....(i didnt feel like eating) i was gona go in the choir room , but then tim saw me and then that one failed he went to lay down too, but he couldnt sleep, i just layed there trying to drain myself it didnt work....... i realized, well thought about the fact that i need something / else there with me, i can fall asleep in my bed but i dont restfully sleep until piper and williow are at my side, and i can feel then there breathing and their heartbeat....i dont know maybe its the fact that it lets me know im not alone, or i feel safe
piper has been the only person/ thing that i ever let lay on me, rest their head on my chest so he can hear my heart beat, or on my leg
any who, girl feeling suck in general, feelings suck,,,i had alot more to say but thats for dreams to take care of and my sketchbook to with hole...no wonder why i love that thing
good night kids