Sep 06, 2003 12:47
Hmm
Men are so intresting man. Such intresting intresting creatures. and it boggles the mind I have to say. They are just so intresting to see, there flat smooth chests (preferably hairless) there flat stomach. The way there muscles strech out beneath them...hmm, there alien hands that are bigger than ours, And the shape of there face. Hmm well I can't help it anyway. I am facinated I must say. Chrisitan is very intresting to me my flaco. I was watching him sleep and he makes me smile, I mean the fact that he cannot go one night without hitting me or at least trying to kick me off the bed hahaha. its okay though I love fighting with him for that. Hmm I really love Chrisitan, we've been going out for 8 months imagine that. But our relationship is beyond fucked up considering his family, MY family, ourselves and our lack of planning ahead or control. But what can I do? I miss him when he's not around and I am throughly obsessed I'm afraid. I just hope being in college doesn't mess anything up but I have my hopes that maybe, hopefully, in 4 years or 3 I can get married and live happily ever after with the man of my dreams. I'm not saying its Chris, but it would be wonderful if it was. Te quiero mi viejo. te adoro te extrano. Eres en mi vida todo para mi.
Tu nina