questions of science, science and progress, do not speak as loud as my heart
so things have been interesting. other than a few arguements here and there, that were inevitable... things have been...exciting. i've been talking to this guy for awhile now, he lives in tampa, and he came down a few days ago. let me add that i had no idea he was even coming, but soon found out when i was set up to meet my friend at barnes and noble, but instead of meeting her, there he was! couldnt believe it. so the thing was all set up, and it was kinda like in the movies... that kinda thing, being surprised like that, doesnt happen often. so we hung out, and its just awesome. he had told me he liked me, and i knew it, and i like him too, and its just really nice for a change. i want to stop saying he...his name is chris. so i suppose we're official, chris had said that next time his co workers bug him about talking to a girl they believe to be his girlfriend, he can acutally acknoledge that now. so these past days have been spent with him plus our friends...bbq...beach at night...
he left sunday, but he came by one last time for a few minutes. when i was walking back home, i kept on turning around to wave like 4 times and he drove slowly and always waved back. it's the little things, you know? maybe you dont. i am kinda eccentric anyway. there is just so many of these little things with us. i dont want to share though. and i don't really know where this is going, us, i mean. but, i dont really bother to think about it, just take it like it is. enjoy it when he is here, and be cool when he's not. it's probably better this way anyway, him not acutally living here. i'm just so glad it's different; i'm different. i feel, i know, i have the control.. and thats key. do i make sense? oh and he's indian...and i love it. but shhh, my crazy jewish parents don't need to know.
grandparents are here, always nice.
i'm a bum and i dont feel like doing any of my work and i've been totally unproductive in this category. the color purple has to be read by monday, but the thing puts me to sleep, and i can't keep track of who is raping who.
i guess you can't have everything going your way...but goddamnit, you should.
he left sunday, but he came by one last time for a few minutes. when i was walking back home, i kept on turning around to wave like 4 times and he drove slowly and always waved back. it's the little things, you know? maybe you dont. i am kinda eccentric anyway. there is just so many of these little things with us. i dont want to share though. and i don't really know where this is going, us, i mean. but, i dont really bother to think about it, just take it like it is. enjoy it when he is here, and be cool when he's not. it's probably better this way anyway, him not acutally living here. i'm just so glad it's different; i'm different. i feel, i know, i have the control.. and thats key. do i make sense? oh and he's indian...and i love it. but shhh, my crazy jewish parents don't need to know.
grandparents are here, always nice.
i'm a bum and i dont feel like doing any of my work and i've been totally unproductive in this category. the color purple has to be read by monday, but the thing puts me to sleep, and i can't keep track of who is raping who.
i guess you can't have everything going your way...but goddamnit, you should.