10 people
1) List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
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1)you are such a mystery to me. we haven't hung out in such a long time, but still i cant get over the fact that in some wierd way, you creep me out. maybe its because you are so complex?
2)i love you. i love you to the moon and back, but sometimes i cant stand you. I wish you'd think about what you were going to say before you said it. Sometimes the things you say are way hurtful and judgemental. You're a lovely person really, but i dont think most people can tell because of how rude you seem. I wish i didnt have to explain to people that you get better...that "you just have to wait, (they're) really a sweet person".
3)you..are..amazing.! I wish we hung out alot more than we do. you have such a carefree attitude and i loves it. i really want to know more about you..and hopefully i will as the year progresses. :)
4)i cant say anything..im speechless when i try to explain what we have. ahaha but i'll try my hardest: You make me want to be a better person (so cliche) but it's true. you make me stand up for myself..and do what I wanna do. lol, you make me feel beautiful..even if ive gained a little weight. you love me even when im being such a little bitch and rude as can be, ahah you just laugh at me then. You're my bb, and i love...i am IN love with you..completely ♥
5)We used to be really close..but then somethings happened..and i couldnt be around you. At first it really hurt me..and then it just made me really mad. If we were so close, how could you have said all the things you did? Well, ive gotten over it..and you're in my life again. At first it was a little wierd...but now..i love the idea. i feel awful that its taken me this long to get over it all, and it upsets me that you're leaving in august to go to college. I'll visit with the girls and we'll have an awesome time! i hope whatever life has in store for you is wonderful. i love you.
6)you have such a big heart..open and welcoming to everyone. i think thats what really drew me in. i needed new friends..the ones i had were no good. I clung to you, and am still with you three years later. it's amazing...our chemistry. we know when we need breaks from each other..and we know when time outs are needed. But sometimes..i wish you could see how beautiful you are..and how you deserve so much better from guys than what they give.
7)i have mixed feelings about you..cause if i dont like you, then i am being a hipocryt. But if i do like you, then im condoning something horrible and disgusting. It's true, we can't forget what happened..i know it's not entirely your fault..but i blame you for the most part. YOU should have said no, YOU should have stopped it. YOU have the reason to NNOOTT do what you did. i basically put up with you when you're around. i hate having to do that, cause we used to be really good friends..but after what you did..its hard for me.
8)at first you really intrigued me and i wanted to be around you, but the more i saw how you were..the less i wanted to be around you. For some reason, you are fake to me.
9)OMG ahah i love you. We are so much alike, it's crazy...i just wish the distance didnt keep us from being better friends. In a year baby, we'll tear up the streets! ahah whenever we talk we always manage to be CRACKING up. we both laugh way to much and are way too childish with our jokes. We stalk people..and make new myspaces just to see private ones! ahaha why are we so wierd? ahah
10)you little bundle of joy. i love when you're around. screw the others..I, Lindsay Calvert, want you around. i hope one day, you'll meet a guy that'll sweep you off your feet because you deserve only the best.
11)this is so strong..but i do believe that i hated you..the reason so childish..but i couldnt help the way i felt. to this day, there is still some hesitation to me EVER liking you..the hate is gone..but the general dislike is still there. Your actions terrified me..and i couldnt get over it. Hah, I'm still not over it. Whenever i see you, i cringe..and i get this overwhelming feeling of kicking your ass. Just hearing your name makes me wanna hit someone. ahaha wow, when'd i get violent? it's really only when it comes to this person.
12)You dont know it, but i consider you one of my best friends. I know we dont keep i touch, far as much as we should..but you're always there for me..ahaha "once a month".
13)I think you used to have a problem with me because i kinda took your bestfriends attention away from you. But i wish you would have remembered that me and you were friends before any of that happened. We're fine now, but those short months made me feel like crap.
14)it took me so long to get over you..what we had..wasn't anything special either. i guess i had put so much feeling into it, and you never had the intention of getting as deep as me. Maybe i was just a "filler" until you found someone better? The fact that even after it all, you still came back to me and acted like i was special and you were still interested..it really hurt me. YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND and were telling me you wanted to get back with me. i should have known right there that you were no good. but, im glad that this happened..cause if it didnt..i wouldnt be as strong as i am now. I wouldnt have held out for jermy. and for that, i thank you.
15)oh my darling..we were best friends..we'd spend the night at each others houses..you were supposed to be wienz's auntie..but our lives started taking different roads. I know it doesnt seem like it, but i miss you. I miss what we had.
16)you're such a lovely girl and adorable as ever. all i have to say...is you deserve better.
17)ahaha odd as it sounds..i envy you. there are so many times when i wish i was you. you're talented beyond belief.
18)you and my dad are the reasons why lay off the drugs and alcohol.
19)you treat her awfully..but i guess thats where she gets it from. You dont notice how rude and self absorbed you are. what you do rubs off on her, and thats why i get treated the same way you treat her. its crap.
20)AHAHAHAH i love you and miss you. it sucks that we only really talk during school. ive known you for such a long time. i love how no matter the time span between the last time we saw each other, we pick up right where we left off <3 you are genuine and amazing. bksquared! ahaha
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.
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1)you are such a mystery to me. we haven't hung out in such a long time, but still i cant get over the fact that in some wierd way, you creep me out. maybe its because you are so complex?
2)i love you. i love you to the moon and back, but sometimes i cant stand you. I wish you'd think about what you were going to say before you said it. Sometimes the things you say are way hurtful and judgemental. You're a lovely person really, but i dont think most people can tell because of how rude you seem. I wish i didnt have to explain to people that you get better...that "you just have to wait, (they're) really a sweet person".
3)you..are..amazing.! I wish we hung out alot more than we do. you have such a carefree attitude and i loves it. i really want to know more about you..and hopefully i will as the year progresses. :)
4)i cant say anything..im speechless when i try to explain what we have. ahaha but i'll try my hardest: You make me want to be a better person (so cliche) but it's true. you make me stand up for myself..and do what I wanna do. lol, you make me feel beautiful..even if ive gained a little weight. you love me even when im being such a little bitch and rude as can be, ahah you just laugh at me then. You're my bb, and i love...i am IN love with you..completely ♥
5)We used to be really close..but then somethings happened..and i couldnt be around you. At first it really hurt me..and then it just made me really mad. If we were so close, how could you have said all the things you did? Well, ive gotten over it..and you're in my life again. At first it was a little wierd...but now..i love the idea. i feel awful that its taken me this long to get over it all, and it upsets me that you're leaving in august to go to college. I'll visit with the girls and we'll have an awesome time! i hope whatever life has in store for you is wonderful. i love you.
6)you have such a big heart..open and welcoming to everyone. i think thats what really drew me in. i needed new friends..the ones i had were no good. I clung to you, and am still with you three years later. it's amazing...our chemistry. we know when we need breaks from each other..and we know when time outs are needed. But sometimes..i wish you could see how beautiful you are..and how you deserve so much better from guys than what they give.
7)i have mixed feelings about you..cause if i dont like you, then i am being a hipocryt. But if i do like you, then im condoning something horrible and disgusting. It's true, we can't forget what happened..i know it's not entirely your fault..but i blame you for the most part. YOU should have said no, YOU should have stopped it. YOU have the reason to NNOOTT do what you did. i basically put up with you when you're around. i hate having to do that, cause we used to be really good friends..but after what you did..its hard for me.
8)at first you really intrigued me and i wanted to be around you, but the more i saw how you were..the less i wanted to be around you. For some reason, you are fake to me.
9)OMG ahah i love you. We are so much alike, it's crazy...i just wish the distance didnt keep us from being better friends. In a year baby, we'll tear up the streets! ahah whenever we talk we always manage to be CRACKING up. we both laugh way to much and are way too childish with our jokes. We stalk people..and make new myspaces just to see private ones! ahaha why are we so wierd? ahah
10)you little bundle of joy. i love when you're around. screw the others..I, Lindsay Calvert, want you around. i hope one day, you'll meet a guy that'll sweep you off your feet because you deserve only the best.
11)this is so strong..but i do believe that i hated you..the reason so childish..but i couldnt help the way i felt. to this day, there is still some hesitation to me EVER liking you..the hate is gone..but the general dislike is still there. Your actions terrified me..and i couldnt get over it. Hah, I'm still not over it. Whenever i see you, i cringe..and i get this overwhelming feeling of kicking your ass. Just hearing your name makes me wanna hit someone. ahaha wow, when'd i get violent? it's really only when it comes to this person.
12)You dont know it, but i consider you one of my best friends. I know we dont keep i touch, far as much as we should..but you're always there for me..ahaha "once a month".
13)I think you used to have a problem with me because i kinda took your bestfriends attention away from you. But i wish you would have remembered that me and you were friends before any of that happened. We're fine now, but those short months made me feel like crap.
14)it took me so long to get over you..what we had..wasn't anything special either. i guess i had put so much feeling into it, and you never had the intention of getting as deep as me. Maybe i was just a "filler" until you found someone better? The fact that even after it all, you still came back to me and acted like i was special and you were still interested..it really hurt me. YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND and were telling me you wanted to get back with me. i should have known right there that you were no good. but, im glad that this happened..cause if it didnt..i wouldnt be as strong as i am now. I wouldnt have held out for jermy. and for that, i thank you.
15)oh my darling..we were best friends..we'd spend the night at each others houses..you were supposed to be wienz's auntie..but our lives started taking different roads. I know it doesnt seem like it, but i miss you. I miss what we had.
16)you're such a lovely girl and adorable as ever. all i have to say...is you deserve better.
17)ahaha odd as it sounds..i envy you. there are so many times when i wish i was you. you're talented beyond belief.
18)you and my dad are the reasons why lay off the drugs and alcohol.
19)you treat her awfully..but i guess thats where she gets it from. You dont notice how rude and self absorbed you are. what you do rubs off on her, and thats why i get treated the same way you treat her. its crap.
20)AHAHAHAH i love you and miss you. it sucks that we only really talk during school. ive known you for such a long time. i love how no matter the time span between the last time we saw each other, we pick up right where we left off <3 you are genuine and amazing. bksquared! ahaha