Comfort Pt.1

Jul 26, 2011 10:42

Title: Comfort Pt.1
Pairing: Woosu/khunyoung
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own 2pm
Summary: Wooyoung's a heartbroken heartbreaker and now he's losing what's most important to him.

A/N: Oh look, I'm posting again today~ lol I have no idea where I'm going with this story. It's not supposed to have a happy ending so don't expect one. I'm horrible for doing this to Wooyoung, I know. If anyone has any ideas as to how they think I should end this then send them my way because I'm still completely unsure. LOL


   "Is he in there crying again?" Nickhun asked Chansung worriedly. His dongsaeng nodded before heading to the livingroom to sit with Taec and Junho while he went to see what was going on.
 Jang Wooyoung sat on his hyungs bed, knees pulled up to his chest as tears steadily fell. Nichkhun hated seeing the younger man cry so he walked in cautiously, going to sit beside him in an attempt to comfort the smaller boy. "Do you wanna talk?" Nichkhun started. He didn't receive much of a response so they just sat there quietly. "He won't even look at me anymore, hyung. Am I that disgusting? I know he's straight but now he's treating me as if I'm not his friend anymore." Wooyoung sobbed, making Nichkhun uncomfortable. He wanted to help but he was at a complete loss of words. What do you say to someone who had just gotten their heartbroken by their best friend?

Three days ago Wooyoung was sitting in their livingroom playing with his baby chick that he had just gotten when his hyung, Junsu, came over to sit with him. He beamed as his the older boy picked up the small animal and gave it feather light kisses. "I think he likes me better." Junsu smiled, placing the bird back down. Wooyoung couldn't help what happened next. He didn't know when he'd lost his resolve but before he knew it he was in Junsu's lap, forcefully kissing the brown haired boy. Junsu quickly pushed him off and looked at him with a disgusted face. "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" he screamed. Wooyoung flinched at the sound of his hyungs angry voice before getting up and walking away taking the animal with him. "Yahh! I'm talking to you!" Junsu continued to yell after him but got no response. He sighed angrily before going to his room and slamming the door.

Junsu had avoided Wooyoung ever since that incident. They hadn't spoken or even looked at each other. Well, Junsu hadn't looked but Wooyoung couldn't help but steal glances at his hyung. He felt so bad for putting Junsu in that position but he couldn't help it. He was in love with him. He didn't know when or how, but after some time his feelings of brotherly love had turned into something more. And now he felt ashamed and miserable because he'd been rejected.

So now, Jang Wooyoung sat in his room, crying for the second time that week. His eyes were bloodshot and his throat was raw. He wanted to leave. He couldn't live like this. The awkward tension had made him so uncomfortable that he'd actually been wondering if it was time for him to leave the group.

Junsu was out on a date. His fourth one this week. He wasn't having much fun with the woman sitting across from him and the hand creeping up his thigh was only making him more painfully aware of how uncomfortable the situation was. The singer grabbed another shot of Soju, downing it fast to calm his nerves. He'd need it since he was planning to take her to the nearest hotel for a quick fuck, just to prove how straight he was.
  In the back of his mind, he was thinking about Wooyoung. The younger boys playful demeanor, his smile, his touch. He'd hate to admit it but he did kind of like his donsaeng. But he couldn't be with him. He couldn't allow himself to fall completely in love with another man and destroy his family's hopes of him having a wife and kids. So he did what he thought was best, paid for their dinner and escorted his date to the hotel a few blocks away, to prove to himself how 'not gay' he was.

The boys had all fallen asleep by the time Junsu came home. All except for Wooyoung, who was sitting on his bed with him knees still pulled tightly against his chest. Junsu saw the figure and immediately knew he it was. " Get out." he snarled. The other boy refused to move from his spot. "we need to talk, hyung" He could still hear Nichkhuns words in his head. "Talk to him. Make him realize that you don't deserve to be treated like this." So when Junsu grabbed him by the collar and dragged him off of the bed, the younger man stood his ground, refusing to crumble again. "Give me one good reason why I shouldn't kick your ass." Junsu growled. His words were a bit slurred from the four bottles of alcohol he had consumed at the restuarant and his lips were too close to Wooyoungs.

"Because.." he trailed off not knowing quite what to say next. Junsu let go of his shirt, pushing him against the door his lips were once again, too close for Wooyoungs liking. "Because you like me right? ha! you're pathetic. Falling for someone who doesn't even want you." Junsu laughed harshly and Wooyoung could feel his eyes sting with returning tears as he clasped his hands together. He looked like a child who had just been told their favorite superhero wasn't real. He was heartbroken. "H-hyung, I know you don't like me back so can we please just g-go back to the way things were? forget about what I did. It was stupid." Wooyoung was sobbing now. Choking between words as he faught to compose himself in front of the older man. Junsu laughed again before stepping back from his dongsaeng. "Forget about it? Sure. But things between us won't ever be the same again. You're nothing to me, Jang Wooyoung." Junsu made sure to dig his slender finger into Wooyoungs shoulder with ever harsh word he spat out. Making the other boy even more painfully aware of how much he had damaged their friendship. He left Junsu's room still crying and went to sleep in Nichkhuns bed for the night, seeking comfort.

The next day the Thai male was fuming with anger. He wanted to comfront Junsu for what he'd said to Wooyoung the previous night but the younger boy had begged him not to. The rest of the boys noticed how tense things were between the three men but refused to question it. After a long day of activities the boys returned home with Taec and Junho racing to the bathroom and Chansung heading to the kitchen. Junsu had went to meet up with a friend while Khun and Wooyoungie went to their rooms.

It was around 3 AM when Wooyoung crawled into Nichkhuns bed and wrapped his arms around the slender male's waist. Khun frowned, knowing that Wooyoung probably couldn't sleep because he was still thinking about that asshole, Junsu. Nichkhun turned around in Wooyoungs arms and pressed a light kiss to the younger boys lips. Shocked, Wooyoung pulled away not knowing how to respond. "You deserve so much better." Khun said, stroking Wooyoungs cheek. He leaned forward and kiss him again this time receiving a better response. Nichkhun's tongue begged for entrance into Wooyoungs mouth and was granted it. Their tongues battled for a while before Khun began reaching his hand underneath the other boys shirt and touching as much skin as he could. Wooyoung was shivering as goosebumps coated his exposed skin. The two boys pulled away after some time, completely breathless. "You should go to sleep." Nichkhun whispered against his lips. He nodded knowing that it was best for them to stop there before things went to far.
"Hyung?" Wooyoung asked softly, Nichkhun opened one eye in response and was greeted with a sweet smile. "Do you..do you really like me? or are you just trying to make me forget about--" he was cut off by Nichkhun kissing him again. He pulled back and wrapped his arms around Wooyoung, pulling him close. "I do like you. And it's been killing me to see you so upset over someone who doesn't deserve you." The older spoke, comforting Wooyoungs nerves. Nichkhun fell asleep first with his head resting against the smaller boys.

Later that afternoon, Wooyoung was sitting in the kitchen eating when Junsu walked in to get something. The younger boy couldn't help himself as his eyes roamed over the his hyungs body. Junsu was only wearing a black tank top and sweats. Wooyoung unconciously licked his lips when the other man turned around. "Yahh stop looking at me like that, weirdo." Junsu said coldly before leaving the kitchen. Wooyoung didn't know why but even though the older boy was being so mean to him, he could help but still have feelings for him.

Khun saw him sitting in the kitchen and decided to join him. It was awkward for Wooyoung because even though he loved Nichkhun like a brother, he didn't have romantic feelings for him the way he did for Junsu. As Khun intertwined their fingers he looked up at the older boy with a small pout. "What's wrong?" the Thai male asked sweetly. "Hyung..I think I made a mistake..last night..with you.." he trailed off, trying to let the older figure out what he was trying to say without actually saying it. "You mean..you don't--" his words were cut off as the blonde haired boy beside him released his hand. "I'm so sorry. I don't know why I feel this way but I just do." He tried to explain but he felt his emotions get the best of him.

Nichkhun sat there, completely stunned. He felt used. Liked Wooyoung was only pretending to like him because it momentarily gave him comfort. Nichkhun stood up giving Wooyoung a dark glare before walking away. "Hyung, I'm sorry!" He called after the other boy, jumping a bit at the sound of a door slamming.

Wooyoung was being avoided by both boys now. He had no one to crawl into bed with when he was feeling lonely or upset now and he couldn't figure out how he had managed to ruined two friendships so quickly. He sat in his room alone, he felt like he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. He felt empty. Like he had just lost the two most important people in his life in the blink of an eye. He was completely unsure of his next move but he decided that he had to fix this. He had to make things go back to normal for the sake of his group and his sanity.

junho, khunyoung, wooyoung, chansung, junsu, taec, rating: pg-13, nichkhun, woosu

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