Happy Thanksgiving!!
We don't have school today!! yay!! I'm online again too! I got yelled at for it though. Right now, I'm sitting here listening to Alison Krauss, Forget About It. Last year at Sandy Cove... when I met Jon, I sang this song... well, I know I became obsessed with the internet because of my infatuation with him... now that I've let him go... maybe it's time to let the internet go... and maybe Billy really does know me better than I think he does... and maybe that's why it hurts him that I get online. I don't want to hurt Billy anymore... I love him, I can't live without him, and I love seeing him happy. After he got caught drinking... and partying... it just seems like everyone wants to blame that on me... sometimes I think he does too. It's hard to think... whether my parents taught me right or wrong... is narking really bad or good? I've been feeling sick a lot lately... and I've become more tired... maybe I'm slipping away from God so I'm losing my mind... I don't know... Well I'm going to go play some ps2 games... I'll tell more later... if I don't decide to get rid of my internet for good...
<3,
Cinnamon
<3,
Cinnamon