Alone.

[bxbabydoll33]

I'm all alone. He left for college and left me here to rot in my stupid dumbass self..im scared he's gunna do something stupid..Why do i do this to myself? I care way to much and im so scared to let him go..im scared im going to be lost without him,which is why i stay with him.I love him so much which is why i stay with him. i wanted to be the first one to say good-bye lets try to be friends, but i couldn't bring myself to do it...I love him and want to be with him, not not be with him and "try" to be friends..i want him forever..but he wants other things...to do other things...I always will love him..I always have..i never showed it that much to him and now that he's gone away to school im regreting it BIG TIME.. its going to be hard, and im going to cry myself to sleep sometimes, but im doing it because i love him way more then he knows. I hope this all goes well..im praying every night it does...

babe, I love you and im always going to be here..waiting for you to come back home to me so we can start our lives together <3333