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gurr i hate life. its so gay. why does God take good people? people who did nothing bad in there lives, people who are good people? its annoys me. I love God, he's done me good so far but taking her from me is retared. she's been threw so much and then to just leave us like that?! Its gay! i hate death. my poor great-grandfather what's t become of him now? he's deaf, AND blind. my stupid uncle won't take care of him. and it annoys me. my uncle can be so selfish sometimes i just want to punch him. Gurr this is NOT cool. im NOT happy!! im going so that i can cry some more.. and so close to the wedding how sad..gurrrr i want Josh here.