Hmph.. :(

[bwneyedgrl04]

I feel like I am becoming one of those girls with the boyfriend that completely ditches her friends. And I think it is just because I don't realize how much I hang out with Dave. But I don't want to be one of those girls, like last Saturday when me, Nat, and Ton all hung out I didn't wanna go home because I missed hanging out with them so much. Sure I love hanging out with my boyfriend and it seems like days go by when we don't see eachother, when it is really just one night. But every girl needs her friends and I miss the crap out of mine. I don't feel like part of the group anymore and it seems like every time I wanna hang out they have already made plans and everytime they wanna hang out I have told Dave I'd hang out with him. It sucks.
I wish I didn't have to work so I could have an open schedule to do whatever the hell I wanted. Work blows. GRRRR!

<3 Jen