Jun 05, 2005 19:41
Well to start things off everything is back to normal between everyone at school so thats a good two thumbs up. Well there are still a few things to work out but anyway. The weekend started off very cappy because you know those mother daughter fights that just start. The ones where you say things that you mean when you say them but after your hand covers your mouth as a devastaing look covers your mom's face. Well I had one of those on friday night and I didn't mean anything I said and I know that my mom was just trying to protect me but I am tired of being treated like a little kid. I am the oldest so I have like zero freedom but come on they can't save me from the whole wide world. Humans learn from their mistakes so how the hell am I supposed to learn if they keep me under their wing for the rest of my life. I need to grow up and the only way I can do that is if the let go. I don't want them to stop caring about me but I just want to be my own person. So anyway I went out and had a pretty good night got some alone time and thats all good.
I am an ass though do you ever feel like you need to say something but the words to say it won't come. I need to do some serious thinking about this summer and everything. Exams start soon and I am such a slacker so I have no idea whats going to happen. So basically I want to get this frigging school year over and get the hell away from everyone.