Feb 13, 2006 10:22
But aggravating overrationalization wasn't the point!
The point is that I'm having strange dreams, that I am lonely, that my dry skin all over feels scaly, as if I'm trying in vain to shed something that has bothered me for months!
That wasn't really the point, either, though. It is doubtful whether any of my alleged audience has any sort of deep mutual relationship with me, treacherously! I go days without updating because I'm content and then doing so breaks the strain and I revert to something else. She came in to tell me something before bed and didn't notice that I was crying. Curious, curious.
Oh, enlightenment! (forgive my misappropriation of you, for my situation deserves anything it gets) Perhaps I need people that find their own interests instead of immersing themselves in dominant culture. The latter is monotonously boring, even without a pretentious antimainstream sentiment.
Oy. Time for fysem.