Itchy, watery eyes...

Dec 26, 2005 09:20

I'm lying in bed watching Family Guy. I love being home, I've gotten 10 hours of sleep a night in my full-sized bed. However, I am allergic to cats so every morning I wake with itchy eyes, a sinus headache, and a sore throat. It kind of sucks. Its weird because I lived for 18 years with cats and I guess I was used to being around them so I didn't notice my allergies.

I had some really weird dreams last night. First of all I dreamed that I was back in my old high school in Virginia and I was completely naked. The weird thing was that no one noticed. Then I dreamed I was in Rochester and I was dragging my comforter up a hill and it was wet. Tess Parker stopped to help me. Then, right before I woke up, I dreamed that my mom and I hated each other and weren't talking.

I got lots of cool gifts for Christmas. My mom bought me a bunch of clothes, and although they're all really nice I think I'm going to return them and spend the money at AE or Old Navy. I also got a really nice AE fleece sweatshit from my brother, a purse, headbands, bath stuff, and Family Guy on DVD. I also got a $50 gift card to the local mall, which I'm going to spend on shoes. God I am turning into such a GIRL! I'm even letting my hair grow, and I bought a hair dryer the other day. I'm scaring myself.

I never thought I would actually enjoy being single. Its nice not having anyone I have to call and check in with. I like flirting with lots of people, and allowing myself to enjoy the attention. I love my life. Maybe I should have listened to everyone sooner. But I really needed to do it for myself.

So when my brother and I go down to Florida to visit my "other" family (Dad, stepmom, baby sibilngs), we're staying in a hotel. Its kind of lame. I know they don't really have room in their house for both of us, but its just the priniciple. And he lied to me. I asked him a month or so ago if we were staying at the house and he said yes. Then he lets it slip to my brother that he confirmed our reservation at the extended stay hotel near his house. I think he's also renting us a car. Which 99% of people would think was awesome - our own car in Soth Florida. But it annoys me that he insists on giving us so much independence when we're down there to see him. I can't really explain it.

Kk I'm out. Have a good day!

~Shell
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