Finally~
Finally my boys got 1st place.
I don't care if AKB fans are gonna talk bad abt my boys. Honestly I do read their cmts, always curious to see whatever people are gonna say xD
And it's ok if EbiKisu fans are mad and feeling it's so unfair. Well, in fact it is. I would be mad if I were an Ebi fan. Obviously I don't like that people are gonna hate my boys. Yeah, some of them wouldn't be rational enough to blame all these efforts on J&A for letting kids-who-aren't-capable-yet debut, and then pulling everything they can to make those kids no.1. Or, though their mind knows that, their feeling is still against the boys.
But all is ok, because what matters the most to me now, is at least J&A gets what they want (well let's say what they want for now is just a no.1 weekly), though they did have to do everything they could.
I think that eventually I will be able to accept SZ, well, not to my KT-fan point of course (ha, even BiS isn't that loved), and if FumaKen leaves the group, I will leave with no trace of regret. But at least, as long as my FumaKen are pimped enough to my greedy fangirl standard, I will be able to watch them as if I like this whole group. A big thank to my Punnie~ (because one-word-name sounds kinda weird here :-? Punnie or PunPun?) you don't only make it much easier for me to talk abt those 3, but... what should I say... to me we are not just fangirl fellows, but we are friends *feel so fucking weird to say these cheesy things but... xD*
But last night, when I saw a combination of BiS members' pictures in Myo 01.2012, my eyes get teary again. And my stomach starts hurting~ I don't know how it will be, maybe one day I will be able to embrace the present, the future, but forever that past is my beloved pain. For the first time I feel sympathetic with those 6nin fans. When Jin left, all I cared about was how their sale, their popularity are gonna drop. I always say I'm the kind of fans that 6nin/Jin fans hate the most, because I don't even feel mad/angry/hatred.
Mah~ stop being so damn emotional and back to work~
I don't care if AKB fans are gonna talk bad abt my boys. Honestly I do read their cmts, always curious to see whatever people are gonna say xD
And it's ok if EbiKisu fans are mad and feeling it's so unfair. Well, in fact it is. I would be mad if I were an Ebi fan. Obviously I don't like that people are gonna hate my boys. Yeah, some of them wouldn't be rational enough to blame all these efforts on J&A for letting kids-who-aren't-capable-yet debut, and then pulling everything they can to make those kids no.1. Or, though their mind knows that, their feeling is still against the boys.
But all is ok, because what matters the most to me now, is at least J&A gets what they want (well let's say what they want for now is just a no.1 weekly), though they did have to do everything they could.
I think that eventually I will be able to accept SZ, well, not to my KT-fan point of course (ha, even BiS isn't that loved), and if FumaKen leaves the group, I will leave with no trace of regret. But at least, as long as my FumaKen are pimped enough to my greedy fangirl standard, I will be able to watch them as if I like this whole group. A big thank to my Punnie~ (because one-word-name sounds kinda weird here :-? Punnie or PunPun?) you don't only make it much easier for me to talk abt those 3, but... what should I say... to me we are not just fangirl fellows, but we are friends *feel so fucking weird to say these cheesy things but... xD*
But last night, when I saw a combination of BiS members' pictures in Myo 01.2012, my eyes get teary again. And my stomach starts hurting~ I don't know how it will be, maybe one day I will be able to embrace the present, the future, but forever that past is my beloved pain. For the first time I feel sympathetic with those 6nin fans. When Jin left, all I cared about was how their sale, their popularity are gonna drop. I always say I'm the kind of fans that 6nin/Jin fans hate the most, because I don't even feel mad/angry/hatred.
Mah~ stop being so damn emotional and back to work~