....sickness can kiss my butt....

Jun 25, 2005 14:20

Currently Listening
Jesus Christ Superstar (Original London Concept Recording)
By Andrew Lloyd Webber, Tim Rice

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- I D o n ' t K n o w H o w t o L o v e H i m
Soo....

feeling completely crappy. I have a fever and an extremely sore throat. And I guess my fever was kinda high....cause I went to the doctor's this morning....and I was singing "Eye of the Tiger" in the waiting room.....hahaha ....yes....I was delusional (sp?) hahaha I found that humorous.

But I had the whole day planned out to spend with Alex. I had to cancel everything..........I feel so bad for not being there for him at his concert.....I know how important it is to him....and I just love him so much....*sigh*...and plus I probably won't see my boyfriend until band camp because I have "Music Man" and he's going to his dad's for a week. *sigh* this really really sucks. I haven't seen him in like 3 weeks. I miss him so much. Just feeling this horrible.....being sick, that is.......I wish he was here with me, to hold me when I'm cold.....

*sigh*

........Yes.....this is heartache.....being apart from him for so long.....I miss him so much. And I love him even more than I miss him....

I started getting sick last night during "Jesus Christ Superstar" at Ashtabula to see my dad and bro in it. The whole show was amazing! I loved it. Everyone rocked. And I cried. A lot. When they started "whipping" Jesus, (what they did was dip their hands in "blood" and they would hit him with it) I just started crying....and to think that an actual person went through so much pain. Then when the crowd was standing around the beaten Jesus screaming "Crucify him!" with this scary music in the background.....I just lost it. It was so sad and so intense. Then when Jesus died on the cross........oh man, I was bawling my eyes out. And I was like the only person crying in the audience, I swear. My sister looks over at me and says, "You big baby.....you KNEW what was going to happen!" Hahaha....oh well. Then I went home with a really really high fever. And my mom made me take a cold shower, and I definitely puked in the shower. Bleh.....really gross. I went to the doctor's this morning and I just have a virus, not strep, tis very strange. Oh well......

I'm gonna go drink my sherbert smoothie my mommy made for me....mmmmmmmmmm good stuff for a sore throat.

~Cait, the sickly

Alex, you're amazing! I know you were great at your concert! I miss you so much and I love you even more than anyone will ever know.....I hope you have fun at Hannah's party....don't flirt with any cute girls lol
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