Left Behind
My current roommate and dear friend Leila is probably going home for school due to her financial situation. That will leave me without a roommate for next semester (and it's really last minute so I have no choice but to do random), my third time facing this situation. Thank goodness I haven't been the problem. I was told about this last night. It was a long hard day and an even harder night. It's not just that I'm loosing a roommate, but I'm loosing a good friend, another friend. I cried selfishly for a bit, but I know going home will be best for her although I know she wishes to stay here. I hope I'm able to start anew, even during junior year and luck out with a roommate who is just as amazing. Who knows where life takes us. I'm trying to remain positive but every time I think about it I want to cry. I worry about the most medial things. I just worry.
In other news I can't get my friend to open up to me. I've been making an effort and feel it's all done in vain. I've known her forever and although we were never very close, I would like to be. I don't want to be friends because we've known each other forever. I want to be friends because we choose/want to be.
In other news I can't get my friend to open up to me. I've been making an effort and feel it's all done in vain. I've known her forever and although we were never very close, I would like to be. I don't want to be friends because we've known each other forever. I want to be friends because we choose/want to be.