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I always hate the feeling of restlessness. I feel like I usually don't have a legit reason to complain and feel selfish in doing so, but I can't always help it.
I'm homesick. I can't stand school anymore and am counting down every second until I go home for the three day weekend. I need a balance between school and home and right now I NEED to go home. I don't even need to see friends, I just want to be in a comfortable and familiar place. Though it will be wonderful to see Hayley and Stephanie. I just feel tired, overworked, stressed... not fun. I'm worrying about things I shouldn't be then I get immobilized then nothing gets done. Agh. I think the summer will be a wonderful and much needed change of pace (after I get my WSI certification hopefully). Meet new people, be a beach bum. BEACH, the thought of it makes me incredibly happy. I can't think as far as the fall semester. I refuse to go farther than housing and scheduling and that's because I don't have a choice. Why can't this semester end already?
Let me backtrack a bit. I really am enjoying this semester, much more than the last, but too much of anything isn't a good thing. Aside from work, I feel like my friends are getting cliquey. It feels like high school, only worse. I hate that I feel like I belong to a "group". I love my friends, I do, but I never was into the "group" thing. It's as if I'm in one group, another bunch of friends are in another, and then another bunch of friends are in another, so on and so fourth. Then you loose touch. You don't talk as much or hang out anymore. Whatever. It's great to have a close circle of friends, but it's nice to have other people to hang out with too. Would it hurt to say "sorry I have other plans?" or to be inviting of someone else? People annoy me. Well, I'll start anew next semester, keep the good friends I made now and make some new ones gd be willing.
I'm homesick. I can't stand school anymore and am counting down every second until I go home for the three day weekend. I need a balance between school and home and right now I NEED to go home. I don't even need to see friends, I just want to be in a comfortable and familiar place. Though it will be wonderful to see Hayley and Stephanie. I just feel tired, overworked, stressed... not fun. I'm worrying about things I shouldn't be then I get immobilized then nothing gets done. Agh. I think the summer will be a wonderful and much needed change of pace (after I get my WSI certification hopefully). Meet new people, be a beach bum. BEACH, the thought of it makes me incredibly happy. I can't think as far as the fall semester. I refuse to go farther than housing and scheduling and that's because I don't have a choice. Why can't this semester end already?
Let me backtrack a bit. I really am enjoying this semester, much more than the last, but too much of anything isn't a good thing. Aside from work, I feel like my friends are getting cliquey. It feels like high school, only worse. I hate that I feel like I belong to a "group". I love my friends, I do, but I never was into the "group" thing. It's as if I'm in one group, another bunch of friends are in another, and then another bunch of friends are in another, so on and so fourth. Then you loose touch. You don't talk as much or hang out anymore. Whatever. It's great to have a close circle of friends, but it's nice to have other people to hang out with too. Would it hurt to say "sorry I have other plans?" or to be inviting of someone else? People annoy me. Well, I'll start anew next semester, keep the good friends I made now and make some new ones gd be willing.