I've only been pretending...
And now I'm all alone again, nowhere to go, no one to turn to.
Without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to.
And now the night is near,
Now I can make believe he's here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I'm happy with the company I'm keeping.
The city goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head...
On my own, pretending he's beside me.
All alone, I walk with him til morning.
Without him, I feel his arms around me.
And when I lose my way I close my eyes, and he has found me.
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him.
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us.
I love him, but when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river.
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.
I love him, but everyday I'm learning,
All my life, I've only been pretending.
Without me, his world would go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness that I have never known!
I love him...
I love him...
I love him...
But only on my own.
We haven't talked at all... I mean, he's avoiding me. He probably thinks I'm some weird crazy person now. *sigh* Why am I so dumb? Why did I tell? Why...
Maybe, I'll meet someone in the cast... Maybe...
I don't know how I feel about leaving. I'll miss some people, and I'll miss him, but, it really wouldn't make a difference, as we aren't talking to much now as it is... but I'll still miss him like crazy.
Oh woe is me.
Without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to.
And now the night is near,
Now I can make believe he's here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him and then I'm happy with the company I'm keeping.
The city goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head...
On my own, pretending he's beside me.
All alone, I walk with him til morning.
Without him, I feel his arms around me.
And when I lose my way I close my eyes, and he has found me.
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.
And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him.
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us.
I love him, but when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river.
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.
I love him, but everyday I'm learning,
All my life, I've only been pretending.
Without me, his world would go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness that I have never known!
I love him...
I love him...
I love him...
But only on my own.
We haven't talked at all... I mean, he's avoiding me. He probably thinks I'm some weird crazy person now. *sigh* Why am I so dumb? Why did I tell? Why...
Maybe, I'll meet someone in the cast... Maybe...
I don't know how I feel about leaving. I'll miss some people, and I'll miss him, but, it really wouldn't make a difference, as we aren't talking to much now as it is... but I'll still miss him like crazy.
Oh woe is me.