Creative Blockage
I'm sure you have forgotton me by now . I never really was the one to update my Lj every day on everything and anything that happened in my life. I post every now and then when I remember I even have this.
Some times the world just has it out for you. I'm trying to get my own tv show off the ground. It is called Gamers Agenda. Its a show about the games gamers play. I've been to my gaming con and have footage from that for my first show. My friend fell in love witha girl who he mett there. I gamed with many new faces and rather enjoyed myself. When we got back the shit hit the fan sorta speak. My friend who i spend every waken hour with is now with the girl he mett. I'm struggling with that. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong production wise. Me and him were tight . We had started a production Co. Now its all in limbo due to this. We had grand ideas for films and all . now its just another pipe dream. I really have a hard time with change that I have no control over .
Now I'm no lucus when it comes to productions and editing and all the like. i'm new to the whole editing with premere. It just never neds for me. If it isn't video without audio , my power suply on my computer exsploding, taking a few weeks to get the film transfer. what haen't gone wrong here. My head is going to implode. On top of that I'm having money issues. Theres so much i want to do and its just out of reach. I know this is just a step in the path of my life. It will get better . Just right now I'm at the low point.
Some times the world just has it out for you. I'm trying to get my own tv show off the ground. It is called Gamers Agenda. Its a show about the games gamers play. I've been to my gaming con and have footage from that for my first show. My friend fell in love witha girl who he mett there. I gamed with many new faces and rather enjoyed myself. When we got back the shit hit the fan sorta speak. My friend who i spend every waken hour with is now with the girl he mett. I'm struggling with that. Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong production wise. Me and him were tight . We had started a production Co. Now its all in limbo due to this. We had grand ideas for films and all . now its just another pipe dream. I really have a hard time with change that I have no control over .
Now I'm no lucus when it comes to productions and editing and all the like. i'm new to the whole editing with premere. It just never neds for me. If it isn't video without audio , my power suply on my computer exsploding, taking a few weeks to get the film transfer. what haen't gone wrong here. My head is going to implode. On top of that I'm having money issues. Theres so much i want to do and its just out of reach. I know this is just a step in the path of my life. It will get better . Just right now I'm at the low point.