2 Year Anniversary.

[bwain_chyld]

so guess guess what i have 2 years in this thing i'm in a little thing called the marine corps... so anyways i was just thinking about today... about all the things i've done since i've been like i got two years left and whatnot but what i've done for two years is like wow i don't get the luxury of saying i hung out with friends but then again there are some memories i could've never had if i weren't in the marines like think about it so many concerts i would've never attended things i would've never seen... i would've never really met my family and i would've never made a bunch of friends been places i'd never thought i'd go. i've made some friends lost friends but you know what i think its for the best i've lost family member's missed family events but i know they think about me. whether it was the worst decision of my life or the best i don't know. people decided it at first that it'd suck cause i was going to iraq you know what people iraq sucks its boring sometimes i wish i was experiencing the shit on tv :|... i'm not i'm in an office doing crap looking at websites and whatnot writing constant emails :|... there isn't much that goes on. lemme see days of freedom i've missed :|... from may 2004 to november 2004 it was lost i wish i could've seen those times i saw some hard times i've seen some hard things there is still so much that i have to do when i am done i don't think i can say i regret it i'm not around a lot people i've gotten a lot more antisocial but thats cool i don't think i need more people in my life. they say i've changed i still think i'm the same person you could say i'm an asshole but i just think maybe your a bitch i'm not a mean person i think i'm nice i come off rough but deep down inside i'm a cuddly type teddy bear haha :) but seriously there are times where i wish i could be there for my family or friends but i can't cause i'm out here doing this marine thing what happens next i don't know but lets see where it takes me and i can only wait for the times whether bad or good it doesn't bother me i'm just about ready for anything. relationships i don't think i can manage one i've been single for what lemme see 3 years now i've been well off theres a couple of one night flings thrown in there but thats not really me if it happens it happens i've done a lot of bad things but i can't really say its something to be proud of. its wierd that never in my life did i think i'd partake in a war although the war over here i'm fighting is against deadlines and updates but just cause i say that doesn't mean there isn't braver men and women fighting a frontline. ..

on a much less thoughtful note i had steak and lobster.

-trismatics

remember the good times and the bad times forget the rest