May 07, 2005 14:41
well yea so friday at school felt like a complete waste bc i just didn't want to do NE THING so any way i got home did some stuff tried to take a nap that failed thanx to steph and her friends. ne way kim picked me up and we got to the school around 6:30ish did the whole makeup thing and hung out for a bit. the show started good. buit after seeing the acts so many times there's really nothing new to say. so when we went surprisingly i wasn't nervous at all to be honest i was more bored and kinda pissed. but ne way i screwed up i'll admit it but o well no one was really there that i cared about. than after that pretty much the shit hit the fan bc every thing started going down hill. i won't go into much detail bc it's complicated but let's just say at one point i couldn't take it and i went to the bathroom and cried a lil. things got better when i heard derrick singing his sweatshirt song that still cracks me up and than lauren came in and we talked for a bit which made me feel tons better. than i went back in the room and we finished the closing call and that was pretty much it. and the fact that donnie makes our picture absolutly hilarious!!!
so hopefully tonight will go better we'll see and some people are actually suppose to come which is awesome there the ones that really love me...(heather, & Kenz)but honestly please come tonight it's the last chance u'll be able to see me and the girls do our dance...
7:30 pm FMHS auditorium $5 sat 5-7-05