Oct 28, 2009 19:53
I'm not doing well when it comes this re-engagement thing, am I?
I keep thinking about Poet and ways folks might find it cool...
(general smarts, making Episodic look like Janet and John, twisted take on canon)
...except that I'm too scared to open the damn file etc.
To add to domestic joy, mummyfrog is flu-acious and I'm not at "work" given the superanuated co-workers with health issues (I might be giving, just not respirtory infections) and I have spent the past week or so trying to grid the new x-stitch project, not stitch it, just put a counting grid of perfection so the cross-stitch doesn't need unpicking (again!)
Not sounding terribly cheerful, am I? Brane still on angst setting. Also, forgetting words again on a regular and creep-i-fying basis and too much "what was I going to do/write?" for general comfort. Can somebody just make it stop? I keep telling myself that I am going to be a better shinier buzzy, but I'm just tarnishing so damn fast.
Any good things? Not really. Missed work event for brane. Claustrophobic. Thing.
There must be something good, I just don't have the thinking words for it.
*which is where I kill my entire readership. Plot and buzzy get on like a house on fire, but do you really want Greta Garbo burning your house down? It's my dS wip of endless rewrites
brane,
depresseds,
poet