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I guess that's when I decided to end it. To stop the tape, to cut the reel. Little life was getting in the way of big life. I have to take the second pill at 8:38pm. I was just informed that I can't get pregnant anyways. I'm all I have left and I've given it away to every one. I'm choosing to end it. I'm choosing to sit in the aquarium. Tears have been coming and going and coming again all morning. I don't eat I just smoke. This is cryptic. I will miss you.