SORRY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO AN LJ CUT, SO DON'T READ UNLESS YOU WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY SEX LIFE
SEX VS. SANITY-
well for the past short while i have been remaining a neverosexual. i kinda made a decision that i was not going to "fuck" anymore (by which i mean 'wham bam thank you mam' type sex) you know the pointless kind. instead i figured i would wait until i was actually seeing someone before going to bed with them. in short i have been looking for a relationship; someone with whom i could hang out with, aswell as fuck and/or make love to.
now up until i would say yesterday, this has been an easy ride. however, now i suddenly feel rather horny. not so much a NEED to get laid, more of a WANT to be intimate with a woman. i find myself missing the simple things aswell as the sex.
but i refuse to fall off the horse. i must stick to my guns and go the distance, and whatever other euphamisms fit with this situation. whomever the lady i may sleep with next better be ready for some downright olympic sex because i am ready to burst.