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well, this is the end. the end of an era, the end of a huge influential life-changing period of our lives. but it seemed really anti-climactic to me...like the past 4 years, well really our whole lives in the public educational system, all the trials and tribulations and all our struggles have come to this. and i guess maybe i expected something more dramatic, maybe, i thought i would care more, but i really don't. it's not like a finale, just an ending...a long overdue ending, from my perspective. this will probably piss some people off. but i don't care. and it was really depressing today, because we had the awards ceremony for graduating seniors today, and i did a little reflection and i realized i accomplished basically nothing during my high school years. and that was the only thing i found depressing, that my years here have, in some ways, been a waste. i was definitely not depressed by the fact that i won't ever see a LOT of the people ever again. i should have slept in today.