ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!
I am so so so SOOOOOOOO MAD!!!!!!
Stupid stupid stupid argh argh argh AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I was playing about with this damned journal instead of doing my readings as I should have been, and I decided to experiment with these pictures. I found one of my absolute favourite pictures of Cleo and made it small enough to go on here (100x100 pixels? what's with that? stupid bummy pixel allowance crap crap). Anyway, I went to click on Save As and save it as a new file, and my finger.. I dunno, slipped or something, because instead of hitting Save As, I accidentally clicked on Save, and then the 75x100 pixel file replaced my gorgeous big beautiful Cleo pic! It's GONE!!! I can't find a way to undo it, resizing it big again makes it go fuzzy... I have asked Alex but he's busy saying goodbye to Kiz who is leaving for Taiwan tomorrow, so he hasn't replied to my panicked, screaming pleadings... and I'm not game to shut the picture down in case there IS something I can do to make it come back as long as I haven't closed it down. So it's sitting there staring me in the face... *scowls*
And my throat hurts from yelling, and I just had the closest thing to a real temper tantrum that I have had in years. I bashed the table for a while, then my hand hurt, so I got up and jumped up and down as hard as I could and then clenched my hands and my teeth, and even pulled on my hair a little, but nothing was making me feel better, and there is nothing that I can punch that won't break except a pillow or something, and that's no bloody use. Jake and Cleo are just sitting here looking at me like I'm insane. Which I probably am... I am just so frustrated and mad and angry and FUCKING infuriated!!!! WHY ISN'T THERE AN UNDO SAVES BUTTON?????? Bastard Microsoft arseholes!!!
I tend to swear and yell when I get angry. *looks sheepish*
*sighs* I am calming down a bit now... which means my rage is losing momentum and now I'm just upset. I KNOW that I'll never get another picture of Cle looking like that. *pouts* It's just not FAIR!!!
God, I sound like a little kid. *rolls eyes at self*
I have to go do something to take my mind off it. Maybe I should go and eat some chocolate. Thank God for Kari, I swear, that mountain of chocolate in my fridge has saved me so many times this last month. Thanks Shew. *wink* Ugh. *swallows painfully* I think I need some water or something for my throat now too. I guess I really did yell. Oops.
It's only a photo. Even if it was a really good, irreplaceable one. *tries not to scowl*
It could have been worse... it could have been one of my cats instead of just a photo. Cleo's all curled up here on my brown velvety couch, fast asleep... and I look at her and I'm just glad that it it's not her that's gone... or my Jakey. He's stalking around outside somewhere... he left after I finished jumping up and down and then cuddling him. He's a good boy. I remember what it was like after my Nimby died... that was awful. I'd much rather lose a photo.
Even if it was one of my favourites. *frowns*
I think I'm just going to stay irritated until I get closure... at the moment, there is still the faint possiblity that it could be salvaged... but until I know one way or the other, I'm not going to be able to forget about it.
How freaky is it that I've managed to ramble on for this long about a bloody photo???
Going to get some chocolate now. Hopefully I will hear good photo news soon.
*sighs*
Fingers crossed, huh? Yup. Toes too. *nods*
Stupid stupid stupid argh argh argh AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!
I was playing about with this damned journal instead of doing my readings as I should have been, and I decided to experiment with these pictures. I found one of my absolute favourite pictures of Cleo and made it small enough to go on here (100x100 pixels? what's with that? stupid bummy pixel allowance crap crap). Anyway, I went to click on Save As and save it as a new file, and my finger.. I dunno, slipped or something, because instead of hitting Save As, I accidentally clicked on Save, and then the 75x100 pixel file replaced my gorgeous big beautiful Cleo pic! It's GONE!!! I can't find a way to undo it, resizing it big again makes it go fuzzy... I have asked Alex but he's busy saying goodbye to Kiz who is leaving for Taiwan tomorrow, so he hasn't replied to my panicked, screaming pleadings... and I'm not game to shut the picture down in case there IS something I can do to make it come back as long as I haven't closed it down. So it's sitting there staring me in the face... *scowls*
And my throat hurts from yelling, and I just had the closest thing to a real temper tantrum that I have had in years. I bashed the table for a while, then my hand hurt, so I got up and jumped up and down as hard as I could and then clenched my hands and my teeth, and even pulled on my hair a little, but nothing was making me feel better, and there is nothing that I can punch that won't break except a pillow or something, and that's no bloody use. Jake and Cleo are just sitting here looking at me like I'm insane. Which I probably am... I am just so frustrated and mad and angry and FUCKING infuriated!!!! WHY ISN'T THERE AN UNDO SAVES BUTTON?????? Bastard Microsoft arseholes!!!
I tend to swear and yell when I get angry. *looks sheepish*
*sighs* I am calming down a bit now... which means my rage is losing momentum and now I'm just upset. I KNOW that I'll never get another picture of Cle looking like that. *pouts* It's just not FAIR!!!
God, I sound like a little kid. *rolls eyes at self*
I have to go do something to take my mind off it. Maybe I should go and eat some chocolate. Thank God for Kari, I swear, that mountain of chocolate in my fridge has saved me so many times this last month. Thanks Shew. *wink* Ugh. *swallows painfully* I think I need some water or something for my throat now too. I guess I really did yell. Oops.
It's only a photo. Even if it was a really good, irreplaceable one. *tries not to scowl*
It could have been worse... it could have been one of my cats instead of just a photo. Cleo's all curled up here on my brown velvety couch, fast asleep... and I look at her and I'm just glad that it it's not her that's gone... or my Jakey. He's stalking around outside somewhere... he left after I finished jumping up and down and then cuddling him. He's a good boy. I remember what it was like after my Nimby died... that was awful. I'd much rather lose a photo.
Even if it was one of my favourites. *frowns*
I think I'm just going to stay irritated until I get closure... at the moment, there is still the faint possiblity that it could be salvaged... but until I know one way or the other, I'm not going to be able to forget about it.
How freaky is it that I've managed to ramble on for this long about a bloody photo???
Going to get some chocolate now. Hopefully I will hear good photo news soon.
*sighs*
Fingers crossed, huh? Yup. Toes too. *nods*