Jan 13, 2005 22:07
ok wow.
u know what. it just hit me that im losing my best friend if not already lost her. and looking back on everything i cant believe it. i hurt someone that i care soo much about. for the past 4 years shes been like a fucking sister to me. getting drunk at brithday parties and making up some of the nastiest and most interesting drink combinations, to making a documentary of our trip to UT with the rents, and by far the best... Halloween night of '04... =D and then there was senior year... everything coming up... prom, graduation, our summer together before college, and now none of that is going to happen. and its all my fault. Oh my god. what have i done?