Torn

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i dont know what to do anymore
my heart says one thing
my mind says another
one says 4 years
the other says 1 week
i wish there were a way
of not hurting one
but it seems thats all i can do
no matter how hard i try
to not shatter something that is
i run the risk
of shattering something that could be
heart...
mind...
what am i supposed to do?

someone out there if you know whats going on, please help me. i cant do this anymore without hurting myself in the process.