lost and all alone
wow, im stupid. i honestly didnt think i could do anything so stupid but once again i prove myself wrong. i make one mistake and lose the best thing thats ever EVER happened to me.
when i was with him, i was a better person. i was happier than i have been in a really really long time. i felt loved and needed and appreciated and wanted and everything. he made me believe in myself. with him i felt like i could do anything. it was only a month, but it was by far the best month of my entire life and i threw it all away.
i cant believe that i fucked up this bad. if i could do anything to make things right again i would do it without even thinking. if i had one wish i would go back in time and do last night over again.
i dont know how many time i can possibly say this but im sorry.
when i was with him, i was a better person. i was happier than i have been in a really really long time. i felt loved and needed and appreciated and wanted and everything. he made me believe in myself. with him i felt like i could do anything. it was only a month, but it was by far the best month of my entire life and i threw it all away.
i cant believe that i fucked up this bad. if i could do anything to make things right again i would do it without even thinking. if i had one wish i would go back in time and do last night over again.
i dont know how many time i can possibly say this but im sorry.