Words of encouragement...from one masochist to another...
We shared a wonderful dinner....drank champagne...looked at her favorite new art piece in her collection (which is incredibly powerful)...then watched fabulous hot lesbian bdsm porn for an hour...listened to music and talked the rest of the night while polishing off the remaining champagne ...and went to bed (sleep). It wasn't quite the way I thought the evening would go...the porn made me quite horny...and there was nothing I could do about it. But I'm happy. The conversations were incredible, and our friendship reached a new level that night..
Words of positive thinking from a fellow masochist to me after hearing about the evening from her:
"Anticipation of possibilities has its own unique kind of pleasure ;-) ."
Sometimes it takes a loving, masochistic brother to help you figure out the good things in life.
I love my life...it seems to get better all the time. I'm a lucky boy.