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Jan 16, 2010 02:22

Everything that mattered was--

Oh god, I couldn't ha--

...Is anyone all right?

I didn't mean too-- I mean... being that person...

...

I'm sorry, Comrades. I promise never to try and do anything like that again.

[P.S. death toll in the infirmary goin' on here, so feel free to spam!]

hates change, sad robot, flood, guilt is a part of the process

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greatlightother January 16 2010, 02:51:48 UTC
Comrade...what was so wrong about what he was trying to accomplish? Or was it the method that has you so upset?

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buywithme January 16 2010, 03:01:03 UTC
Sister I-- I can't stop loving the Factory. There's no way to break that out of me. I still talk like someone who believes in everything the Factory stands for and I do sister, I really do believe it, but... I know, that I am too changed from my time here to ever be able to go back there now.

He still loved the revolution, and he still talked like a man who wanted to fight for freedom and equality and peace, but...

...but he was changed as well.

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greatlightother January 16 2010, 03:08:31 UTC
I apologize, Comrade. I do not know you as well as I might like and I-she- did not take the time to know him, either. So I cannot truly say that I understand but...

Well, we all learned something this week.

Changed how, Comrade? I question the both of you.

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buywithme January 16 2010, 03:18:23 UTC
I... A lot of ways, sister. I started feeling guilty, and it all went downhill from there.

He got angry. He got so angry he didn't care what it was he was fighting anymore. He knew all the words still, but... they were just words. He just wanted to fight.

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Private greatlightother January 16 2010, 03:21:30 UTC
Downhill, Comrade? Change...especially change caused by guilt...does not have to go down.

And to have such empty words stir so many people. That charisma, though. You possess it, too. And you do not have to be that way.

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Private buywithme January 16 2010, 04:02:55 UTC
There has definitely been a certain non-specific degree of downhill travel, Sister, I promise you that.

And sister, I have a use for my words, and they aren't empty, I--

...

I'm sorry, Sister. I don't know if I can talk about this right now.

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Private greatlightother January 16 2010, 04:06:01 UTC
I meant his words, not yours. And of course. I do not want to force you to speak if you are not comfortable with it. I am sure you have others you can talk to. But do not hesitate to call upon me if you need something. If I can help, I will.

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Private buywithme January 16 2010, 04:15:37 UTC
I don't understand why, but... thank you, sister.

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