chicago dreamin'
so, when i first moved to chicago i knew i'd be going alone. i knew it'd be me. sure i had friends here...i had my dad here, but it wasn't the same. it wasn't home. for one, the person i was closest to...the person i loved and i weren't getting along. i felt so alone...which in its own right may have been a good thing, cause it allowed me to funnel my energy on school and work...and i did well at those, but it wasn't happy.
i'm proud to say that i'm happy now, and i'm HOME now. i have new friends now, AND i have my old friends now. i'm so excited about this year. Mariel, undoubtedly my best friend, is planning on coming up here just about every weekend...to visit me and her new girl, diva, who i also adore. aaren seems willing for a chicago adventure too. cali and jon are moving up here in the summer.
this is so fucking exciting...just dreaming of the summer. it's entirely possible that i could import a good portion of my friends from Peoria to live up here, or stay up here over a period of time. like we could get a house together and raise hippie colony children with just love, chips&salsa, and the gee-tar and i would be in eternal ecstacy.
i love you guys...let's have fun...let's have responsibilities...let's have drugs...let's have peace...let's HAVE IT ALL.
;-)
i'm proud to say that i'm happy now, and i'm HOME now. i have new friends now, AND i have my old friends now. i'm so excited about this year. Mariel, undoubtedly my best friend, is planning on coming up here just about every weekend...to visit me and her new girl, diva, who i also adore. aaren seems willing for a chicago adventure too. cali and jon are moving up here in the summer.
this is so fucking exciting...just dreaming of the summer. it's entirely possible that i could import a good portion of my friends from Peoria to live up here, or stay up here over a period of time. like we could get a house together and raise hippie colony children with just love, chips&salsa, and the gee-tar and i would be in eternal ecstacy.
i love you guys...let's have fun...let's have responsibilities...let's have drugs...let's have peace...let's HAVE IT ALL.
;-)