[[asleep]]

[buymykidney]

i am inexplicably unbelievably tired.
i feel like i am losing everyone i love
to everyone else i love. and to laziness.
and you know, just losing.
i feel like everyone's connection.
and i am. and usually that makes me
really happy.

i think the problem is
that sometimes i think too much.
and take your behavior too personally.

i am thinking too much because
i am inexplicably unbelievably tired
and because everything is my life
is so fine, so good even,
with one gaping exception that is
so large that i can't even see it
sometimes.