[[melons]]
it's been a while i know.
the holiday season has been full of things that are generally holidayesque. like presents and wine and family and rug burns. fz spent most of christmas with my family and i, which was much nicer than expected. and i spent new years and a couple days before that with his in albany and new hampshire. it was family. but it was better because of him.
i got real sick new years eve. i mean flu sick. but i nyquiled myself to health.
well, maybe not health. but well enough to have a nice time contorted, gyrating and romping at the dresden dolls new years show. they are a great band, let me tell you. i had a great night considering the sad state my body was in. also, i got all painted up. for proof please see: i am not the one who isn't me (she is anna vogelzang).
however! me putting off my illness only caused it to come harder and stay longer. which sucks ass. my flu came and went and came again and left but stayed in my lungs. which leaves me with a cough like a death rattle. i am on antibiotics and also, some inhaler like doohickey.
i start my internship for school on monday. i have yet to figure out hours or whatever. but i hope to fuck that i get better soon. and also that my internship isn't terrible.
tomorrow is tvsexdeath and my <3papa, and syf alumni night and maybe a little less sniffles. my mother has loaded me up with homeopathic crap which i'm sure will kill me by morning.
noah comes monday. anna is here until tuesday. i want to see alana before the week is out. and i need to see my kate when she gets back from asheville.
it's weird, time is like a steel trap. or some kind of sieve. i can never decide. when is the last time i lived a month in context of the month before it?
i have a lot of love.
call if you miss me.
the holiday season has been full of things that are generally holidayesque. like presents and wine and family and rug burns. fz spent most of christmas with my family and i, which was much nicer than expected. and i spent new years and a couple days before that with his in albany and new hampshire. it was family. but it was better because of him.
i got real sick new years eve. i mean flu sick. but i nyquiled myself to health.
well, maybe not health. but well enough to have a nice time contorted, gyrating and romping at the dresden dolls new years show. they are a great band, let me tell you. i had a great night considering the sad state my body was in. also, i got all painted up. for proof please see: i am not the one who isn't me (she is anna vogelzang).
however! me putting off my illness only caused it to come harder and stay longer. which sucks ass. my flu came and went and came again and left but stayed in my lungs. which leaves me with a cough like a death rattle. i am on antibiotics and also, some inhaler like doohickey.
i start my internship for school on monday. i have yet to figure out hours or whatever. but i hope to fuck that i get better soon. and also that my internship isn't terrible.
tomorrow is tvsexdeath and my <3papa, and syf alumni night and maybe a little less sniffles. my mother has loaded me up with homeopathic crap which i'm sure will kill me by morning.
noah comes monday. anna is here until tuesday. i want to see alana before the week is out. and i need to see my kate when she gets back from asheville.
it's weird, time is like a steel trap. or some kind of sieve. i can never decide. when is the last time i lived a month in context of the month before it?
i have a lot of love.
call if you miss me.