i'm currently in a funk...
I write this dressed up as rosie the riveter for the cfa halloween ball was tonight. i expected it to be better then last year's but sadly it was not...well some moments were good...ahhh i can't handle cfa right now i feel like everyone around me is being so petty and negative. some of them i love but i can't handle them putting everything down always...it's really not all that bad. and everyone has their short comings and are stupid sometimes but hell...ahhh...it just sucks. i want to be around some non cfa people right now...but roommate is at home and well others are studing...i was having a great week but the past to nights have been really weird...i think it was that the people who i was with were not having fun and that wore off on me...whatever...i just feel lame ass right now it being saturday and only 12:05..although i am pretty tired...ahhh..i don't know what is going on in my life right now...but it's ok...i will right 2 papers tomorrow and see non cfa people and audition on wednesday and be off book by friday and have call backs..and ...and and..i could just go on for ever...oh wow..my goodness..i am now just rambling but that is ok...it needs to happen..and my ankle hurts for some unknown reason...ahhh..that one was for effect..ok i need to stop..stopping...stopped.