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i'm very, very tired. i've had a good few days, no crying, no nothing of the sort. but tonight is going to be bad, i think. i'm having random memories of things and it's hurting me a lot. i just feel lost and broken. i don't know how much strength i have left in me...i don't know if i want to use it at all. i don't know if i can. i'd like to lay down and sleep and never get back up. if i died tomorrow, i wouldn't even be scared.
i'd view it as a well deserved rest.
i'd view it as a well deserved rest.